some truths will last forever.

my name is kayla rae and i have a lover like no other =)



Reasons why he makes me happy…

I decided im going to keep a running list of things andris does that make me happy in that way where i’m smiling all the way to my heart

#1) when I wake up smiling because his heads on the pillow next to mine smiling back

#2) when he pulls me into his lap and wraps his arms around me saying “i just want to love you”

#3) i love how badly he wants to change the world. it breaks my heart how impossible he thinks that dream is, but at the same time it makes me happy because i know one day he will and he’ll be as proud of himself as I am of him everyday.

#4) when I called him and asked what he had been doing…

him:talking to my mom

me:about what?

him: about how i miss you and how empty the house feels even though you’ve only been gone a day.. and even the mess you leave everywhere

me: *lovelovelovelove*

#5) he went skiing for the morning and stopped on the way home to buy me a warm winter hat that matched my new coat

#6) we were visiting his parents and i woke up feeling really sick. i felt really hot like i had a fever. andris looked all over for a thermometer but couldn’t find one. he goes out to the garage and comes back in with one of his dads tools that senses heat (hes in electrical). he points it at me and proceeds to try to read my temperature with it.

#7) the way he pretends to be annoyed when i plant kisses all over his face but he lights up with the biggest smile

#8) he always helps me make dinner if i want him to, takes out the trash or does the laundry when i ask, and says “thank you for everything that you do”

#9) when we drive in his car, andris likes to sing along to the radio.. when he doesnt know the words he just sings ” kayla kayla kayla” along to the music

#10) on my 18th birthday he drove 6 hours to my boarding school to spend an hour with me and then had to turn around and go back. it was the best birthday i ever had.

#11) two weeks after we met he told my friend he was in love with me. she told him he was crazy and not to tell me because i would freak out (which i would have), of course she told me though. he listened to her, but instead mentioned that he planned to marry me one day. since i didn’t know him that well yet i just assumed he was kidding. he told me he loved me after we had known each other about 4 or 5 months and i said it back with out even thinking twice. its almost 4 years later and he still plans to marry me. when he proposes i know i’ll say yes and it will be the second easiest response i’ve ever given him.

#11) when i’m cooking and he comes in and puts his arms around me and gives me kisses. i love when he gives me kisses =)

#12)

me: thank you for cleaning my room

him: no thank you

me: for what?

him: for being you.. and for loving me.

<3 ahhh i love this boy

#13) making sweet lovin ;)

#14) i was upset about something and crying. after no amount of cuddling made a difference he got up and said that’s it. get up we’re going to ihop, you need pancakes(my favorite food which he jokes always makes me in a good mood no matter how angry or sad i am). of course it made me cry more bc it was so sweet.

#15) before we were dating andris came to visit me at school. He didn’t tell his parents though(its a 6 hour drive) and ended up getting in an accident literally right next to the school. I got to see him for about an hour before he had to head back. I was talking to him the next day asking if his parents were really mad at him and he said they were but he told them it was worth it for the girl he was going to marry.

#16) i was in a bad mood in the car so he turned my favorite song on really loud and started singing it at the top of his lungs